... She is family isn‘t she? God, I am so tired of giving in to them, especially to Adam and that idiot wife of his, Susan. I have had enough! This is it, the last time! Oh, I know I have said that ... marry him, I suppose.‖ I liked living in Syracuse. I was able to go home to New England on a regular basis to see my family and friends. Despite saying I didn‘t want to see Adam again, I did drop ... just that determined. And, I am planning to have a third child even if it takes me until I am 50 to do it. As I stood there waiting for the receipt, my mind kept running the same old mantra...