... CHALKED Up Inside Elite Gymnastics’ Merciless Coaching, Overzealous Parents, Eating Disorders, and Elusive Olympic Dreams JENnIFER SEy For my mom Contents ... body around—going from standing, to back bend, to handstand in the split position, to a stand again—the coach who had placed his hand at my back had stepped away and was standing clear across the ... memory and sheer gravity, landing in a heap at the bottom of the dell I’d tear back up the hill and it again, audacious and exhilarated When I’d yell for my mom, she’d come to the CHAL KED UP back...