... think of nothing except of my father Yet I have a vague impression that as I ran forward something lay upon the ground to the left of me It seemed to me to be something gray in color, a coat of ... cause of quarrel which would give him the sympathy of the jury; too much, if he evolved from his own inner consciousness anything so outre as a dying reference to a rat, and the incident of the ... sister; but of course he is young and has seen very little of life yet, and and well, he naturally did not wish to anything like that yet So there were quarrels, and this, I am sure, was one of them."...